Monday, November 23, 2009

Once upon a time... Part 1~BC

I am an American!


I'm sure God has something to do with this, I'm just not sure how yet.

His is the hand I hold throughout this difficult walk on planet earth, and through all the pain I have within and must endure, I know he bore it all. He is mine, and I am his.

Besides, the hamburgers aren't all that bad either.

Maybe that's why I fell in love with America when I first came here.

Find your city's heart and true calling and your prayers can become very effective.

I think Wal-Mart is the household name for me.

But, I realize, urban planning might not lie heavily on your heart, so I'll gracefully drop the subject here.

I would have liked to read aloud from the Declaration of Independence, explaining the various points made from a philosophical and constitutional angle, and then we'd all gather together for a moment of solemn prayer and thanksgiving for the flag and the nation.

You should know that I'm entertainment challenged.

Most of what I do, I do alone.


I'm fairly convinced that she is out there somewhere - in fact, I do not worry about it; on some bend in the road along which I walk, she'll be there, and it'll all happen quite effortlessly.

Still: It's a long walk.

But, "I saved the world today" is a convenient way of describing it to ordinary people.

It has comforted me many times; to lift up my voice in worship even though my heart is broken and in pain, and to feel inside that God is silent and listening intently.

I never jest about Winn-Dixie.

Did you know that I wrote letters to the US forces in Iraq?

I mean, bring up the Second Amendment and people stare at you like you're dangerously crazy.

Wherever I go through life, and whatever I do, I've always made it my goal to seek Daddy before doing anything.

I believe I'll die when I'm about 76 years old, and I'm 34 now.

God and I are kind of a package deal.

Well, I could tell you about my revelation of why Dr. Hari Seldon initially failed to develop his psycho history discipline in the fictional story of the First Galactic Empire - because he didn't take into account the effect of fractal geometry on society.


A leaf on a branch is like a branch on a tree, which is like a tree in a forest - the same dimensionality applies, in a quite mathematical way.

Now, I find myself in the position where "if God isn't fully in charge here, I am so totally screwed".

But as for me, I'd rather crash and burn with God than to walk the same path as everyone else.

Ah... sadly enough, my party turned into a disaster.

The immediate thought that struck me was that you went with a bunch of good-looking guys, where I went with mostly distinguished seniors and old generals.

I just love the feeling of having a big, secret hideout where I can plot my evil genius plans.

I laugh my maniac scientist laughter to myself; and then my colleagues look at me in puzzlement, and I go back to work.

In my view, you make heroes out of teams, not individuals ... like the army, or NASA, where you have thousands of people all working synergistically towards the same goal.

See, now I made myself nostalgic.

Blown intellectual covers aside, this has been a very enjoyable conversation.

When I get silly, I watch "Muppets From Space".

No, I didn't fall into the mud - I slipped. Big difference.

I had thought to wait until tomorrow with writing my reply, but the question you asked about uniforms got me thinking a little bit too hard.

I would think that a Marine Corps sergeant in full honors would rank higher on the "swoon scale" than a blue McDonalds shirt and cap.

Your questions, however, have caused me to venture into an area previously overlooked by me, and it is of a peculiar natural interest in understanding the sometimes exceedingly complex behaviors of human beings, that I now shall turn my attention to women in uniform.

Alternatively, they could play "Somebody's Getting Married" from The Muppets Take Manhattan. Either way.

A cozy hamburger in a quiet, evening-empty McD perhaps? But, maybe there's different kinds of being romantic.

If I could choose between a pretty, young lady walking through flowery fields reading poetry, or a team of pathologists carving away at dead corpses, I guess I'd rather choose the first.

I guess I'm not entirely over her yet.

Even though in the natural sense things may look difficult, we serve an awesome God who answers prayer and gives good gifts to his children.


I've noticed that he works in times and seasons.

So, unless incredibly exciting things happen overnight, or Jesus comes back, I might just keep writing for a while?

The world would be a happier place if there weren't any people in it.

Now on to coffee, potato chips, and some more TV episodes.

Why can't I throw a tantrum and kick and scream and say nasty things to other people?

Mingle parties are scary. I'd rather go to war, to be honest.

I think we just passed each other.

I'm also very positively surprised to hear that you prayed for me the way you did.

No, my idea of a fun time is sitting around a campfire in the evening and talking about life, love, God, the universe and everything in it.

I'm pretty sure that's what God meant when he said "let there be hamburgers".

I now have a copy of "Wuthering Heights" in the mail, to arrive in a few days. I hope it's good.

I admit, in retrospect, and after reading your reply, that I might seem a tad confused about my national identity.

On that note, I had a terrible urge to watch baseball today.

You really shouldn't write so much about your favorite books.

I really like cats!

Yes, I'm easily distracted.

When my neighbor plays music at 11:30pm, I reach for my shotgun.

Okay, I think I'll stop there, just in case this day is going to be really busy for you. Don't want to upset your plans too much.

However, I finally went to the store and bought some "cat candy" to give to the local cats.

But one day, perhaps, in the future.

I wonder what God's plan with the whole thing is?


Sometimes I wish we would care less about the politics and strife and opinions and everything
down here on earth, and just watch the stars for a while.

Beef, mushrooms, gravy and egg makes for a wonderful pizza.

Don't feel like you need to write long letters or anything.

You've Got Mail is a wonderful movie.

For the last month or so, I've begun my day, as soon as I'm awake, by reaching out and grabbing my cell phone.

I don't know for how long we'll keep writing, but for the moment, it's become one of those little pleasures of mine.

I don't suppose you only like Andrea Bocelli?

PS. I think you were right about "Wuthering Heights" though.

Well, you're certainly making it difficult to talk about pizza.

Sometimes, I wonder if this really is a fairy-tale or something.

God is real. Heaven is real. And one day we'll be standing at the throne of God and give Him all the glory.

One day the Holy Spirit will take us home, to our Father and King, and we'll walk in His rose garden and sing our songs among his white poplars.

It feels like I'm in a country not my own, living among a people who aren't my people, whose ways are different, and I don't know what to do.

There was also a mountain goat in the poem, in the first draft, but it felt weird having it alongside the Holy City, so it got cut out.

Sometimes, when I close myself in, I turn off all the lights, and lie flat on my bed in the dark bedroom with a pair of headphones, and turn on some music.

Hey, here's an odd question.

Strange, I didn't get that much done today as I had hoped.

Okay... Now I'm going to go out on a limb.

As it is, my limited framework of experience yields all green across the board, no warning bells go off, and the sun is shining, except for a little, tiny thought in the back of my brain that says "I wonder if....".

Wouldn't it be great if I could send you all of my unused hours?

Talk to you later!

Monday, November 16, 2009

Loving Leaves Me Happy







Leaves are magnificent.



They are striking, they smell fantastic & they even feel great in your hands. Leaves go through several stages in their life & during all of these; they manage to hold on to their fascinating allure. Who doesn’t love to crunch a decomposing brown leaf in their fingers?


The few pictures I took & scattered about here, are only some that I enjoy on a daily basis & in actuality, they are not all leaves. Actually, one is a pine cone, simply because…I like those too. I have to assume everyone does.
At this point, I would like to offer an opportunity. If you feel that I am not normal, you are almost certainly correct. Feel free to exit to the right…no pushing please, single file.


Alright! For those courageous souls who are still with me…let’s begin with some leaf morphology, shall we?
Really, I couldn’t care any less about the whole photosynthesis thing, although I am well versed in the process. However, the appearance, texture & aroma of leaves, that is what floats my boat! (Please remember, you may exit at any time…to the right.)


The basic leaf parts are: Blade~the expanded portion, Petiole~the stalk which connects the blade and stem & Stipules~arms at the beginning of the stem. Mesmerizing, I know!!
Leaves can have a single blade & be classified as simple. They are considered compound, if they have more then one leaf on a stipule; these are called leaflets (I love that word…btw). Palmate leaves look kind of like the fingers of a hand, pinnate leaves look like a feather & trifoliolate leaves look like a clover (clover is awesome). If a compound leaf is divided twice, it is considered to be “twice-compound.” Nice, huh?

If you are still reading, then you must agree with me or you simply have no life.


Leaves can be attached directly to the stem, which is called, sessile or by a petiole, and therefore called, petiolate. The latter is my personal favorite, but that’s not really important.

The way a leaf is arranged is equally neat. They can grow opposite at each node, alternately along the stem or a bunch from one node. The last one I mentioned is called, “whorled”…more thrilling details!!


The shapes are totally attractive, each in their own special way too. There’s linear, meaning narrow, elliptic is oval shaped, ovate starts out wide & then narrows & my personal love is cordate, meaning heart-shaped…awww!


The edges must be discussed, of course. There is smooth or entire, serrate, being finely toothed & lobed, which has a deeper indentation.


One of the very endearing things about leaves are the veins. Veins that start at the base & remain parallel until the top of the leaf are nice. There are palmate, which look like the fingers of a hand & also start at the base before spreading out. The really beautiful leaves have this kind of network system of veins with all these different connections & are labeled, pinnate.


Since there are more then 25 classes of leaf surfaces…gonna skip that…blah. That’s where the beauty of *feeling* the leaf comes in. Each one has its own unique texture & beauty.



I'm very boring & I know it.



I love leaves :)

And pine cones & incidentally...sticks too, but I wasn't planning to mention that.
















































































































































Tuesday, November 10, 2009

My Favorite World, A Hundred Ways

*Smell*

~Freshly cut grass
~My baby after her bath
~Clean laundry
~Carnations
~Unlit cigars
~My pillow
~My children’s hair
~Tea
~Coffee percolating
~Onions frying
~Garlic cooking
~Vanilla
~Bread baking
~New diapers
~Apples baking
~Fish chowder cooking
~New box of crayons
~Plastic pool toys
~Cabbage Patch dolls
~Pumpkin pie baking

*Touch*
~Flower petals
~Holding hands
~Books
~Blankets
~My children’s hair
~My baby’s cheeks
~Computer keys
~Hot shower
~Leaves
~Cooking utensils
~Tea bags
~Tissues
~My bathrobe
~Kisses
~My pillow
~Keys
~Cell phone
~Warm tea cup
~Bath towel
~Hugs

*See*
~Blue sky
~Clouds
~Stars
~Moon
~My children
~My family
~My friends
~My loved ones
~Paintings
~Outdoor photography
~Flowers
~Houses
~People
~Other people’s photos
~Cars
~Smiles
~My sleeping baby
~Blogs
~Books
~Art supplies

*Hear*
~Most music
~Some special voices
~Wind through the trees
~Deep breathing of my sleeping children
~Traffic
~Live music
~Shower running
~Tea kettle whistling
~Coffee percolating
~Cards shuffling
~Walking
~Basketball
~Waterfall
~Running
~Typing
~My baby’s sighs
~Some laughter
~Some birds
~Kitten’s purr
~Sewing machine

*Taste*

~Chocolate
~Cake
~Pizza
~Doughnuts
~Garlic
~Chicken
~Salmon
~Mexican food
~Italian food
~Chinese food
~Fast food
~Coke
~Tea
~Coffee
~Haddock
~Salad
~Nuts
~Eggs
~Fortune cookies
~Cheese


So, just the first 20 things that came to mind, in each category of the 5 senses.
These do not scratch the surface, of course.

However, it certainly is amusing for me to read them over & realize how peculiar I am. I am hard to understand, or so I have been told…maybe, maybe not.

Perhaps understanding yourself is the key to understanding others. I seem to understand others very well. That’s mostly a good thing, I think. Being realistic about oneself is a freeing attribute. People who have refined themselves until they accept who they are…these are extremely rare. People who seek to refine others, until they themselves can understand them…these are everywhere. Change, if it is artificial, is not a good thing. Be yourself. You are the only one who can ever accomplish that. Once you know & appreciate who you are, you can give of yourself, to those whom you choose…freely & without fear.

I just might be inspired to list 100 things I do not like! Later, though.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Lost


Falling noise of a glass
Candle flicker in the rain
Silence bears the solid mark
Lost and stay for distain

Entrance t'was so freely granted
Treasure shared not just given
Stolen to toss in the deep
All is as it was driven

Memories pass the way alone
Gone down the pathway dark
Once where affection grew
Still ever bear the mark